| long live self destruction a complet ignorence shale rain from the sky lol rabble rabble bullshit !! ok nothing has gone on today i didnt feel good so i didnt go to school hopefully i will feel better tomorrow so i can go share my happness with everyone else lol hit hit i dont fucking smile lol i think i have gotten myself into something to deep but i hope to not drown in my stupidty things could be batter but much worse as well ... i guess this tell u nothing but u dont need to know a thing anyways |
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| damn its been so long dont think i have forgot about anyone on my list i have been in shock and ahh i cant beleive i have fount someone i love so much laura u r crazy as can be but i love everything about it our relationship has formed so quick almost a month now wow i cant beleive u have stuck with me im a true ass hole and ur friends dont really like me ur mom and dad think ima joke but hell we all gotta be something and to hell if no one likes me i have u that i know i can count on ... my birth day is coming up soon and ill be 17 ha ha i wish i felt that old i feel like im in mt prime and that i cant get any better i have so much that i can say i have done some good some bad but its me and im not gonna bullshit if u have to ask it then u dont know me so dont judge ass holes ... i am street smart i can take care of my self i dont need a mom or dad to answer to or some book to the me what i can do your bible and church group can back up off me i dont need a bunch of fake ass red necks telling me what i should do i lead my own life and so what if im leading it to hell im having fun with my slow suicide is fun its not your suol so leave me alone ha ha ha i havent said shit to nayone really i still feel like im explaning myself so hold ur nuts and scrach your butts ima go write me and atleast say hey |
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| its has been awhile and time seems to be moving so slow each day at all seems like a million years i hate to have to wake up and crawl out of bed to go and act like i really care whats going on with and at school my grades are good i assume i try a little harder this year but at times it really doesnt seem to show much somethings have me confused but it has nothing to do with school i dont have much of a life anymore but shit happenes no need to complain ....... |
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| things have changed and time is moving on im still alone but i have some friends with me so i know ill be alright days and days i went by alone and out of sight im not gonna lie i could have cried but i didnt i held up strong and keep moving on i cant say i have anything to show but i know a lil more now if i new things would be how they are now i wouldnt change a thing i miss alot of my friends some moved and some just went away i hope they know i think about all of them each day to end my note with out rambleing on lift ur head high and try not to lie sleep sweetly in ur bed and rest well with out dreed |
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| wasting my time seems so much fun i cant belive how fast it goes by nothing to show but who i am yeah everyone loves me i cant belive all the friends i have hold up i dont have any i changed everything for u just to hear im not wanted thanks i lovve u too ass hole |
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